Something That Helped Bring Me Back

"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction."
-- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Saturday, April 4, 2009

-- twenty.

mood: Neutral.
listening to: The coffee maker.
reading: Nothing. I need some new books. = =;
watching: Nothing.
playing: Nothing.
eating: Attempting toast.
drinking: Milk.

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My wisdom teeth finally hurt.
For the past week, they were just sore, so I'd thought maybe it was just my braces causing that. Now they flat-out hurt.

I thought of informing my mother (because it's hard for me to, you know, eat with pain in the back of my jaws). The debate that sparked in my head went like this:

NO!
Yes.
NO!
Yes.
NO NO NO.
I really think we should. It's probably important.
But she'll have them pulled out! D:
We've got to have them pulled out within the next year anyway. We could get it over with now, you know.
Yeah, but I don't want to have to deal with all that pain.
It's painful now.
I'm also scared of being "put under" for the operation—especially with an IV. I don't want any needles anywhere near me, whether I'm unconscious or not. I don't want needles in my arm.
There isn't much else they can do about that besides gas us, and I don't think that makes tooth extraction anymore pleasant.
; ;
Maybe we should tell her.
Let's just wait a bit. If it still hurts later, we can tell her.
I can work with that.


... I think a lot nowadays.

I think waiting would be best for right now, though. It could just be the braces. (Wait, shouldn't I also say something even if it's that?)
So I'll wait just a bit.

...
I'm going to go shower, straighten/spike my hair, and then get a picture or two already. I forgot to do that last night. D|| Ta.

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